Ashes to Ashes and Dust to Dust

Okay, so lots have happened since summer. Brody and I are a couple once again and we are really entwined this time. He got a new job as a telemarketer and I have been in school for nearly two semesters and Easter is the Sunday after next! XD We aren't going to be having quite as grand a vacation as last because Sam has some orientation he has to go to for Eastwood. Bleh, and we won't be able to use Kimberly's RV, though dad's saying that we can make it up by borrowing it for a little trip to Durango! =D That means I'll still be able to get my mountain fix. =)~ I lurves them mountains! Anywho, I'm reading Lewis Caroll's Alice in Wonderland books and I'm also in one of my classes. See ya laters, I'll try to update it a little later. ^_^'

Hello my friends! Long time no talk! Well lots have changed since my summer posts. I'll give a more descript update through the computer. =D

Wow... Nebraska is alot prettier than I would've thought...for some reason it reminds me of Dr. Seus.

I am so bored right now! I'm staying at my uncles house and all there is to do is swim which I am not able to do at this time. -sigh- I really need to get a driver's license already. :/ This message has been sent using the picture and Video service from Verizon Wireless! To learn how you can snap pictures and capture videos with your wireless phone visit www.versionwireless.com/picture . Note: To play video messsages sent to email, Quicktime@ 6.5 or higher is required.

Well, nothing has really been going on lately. It's the summer and I'm now a high school graduate. Yay. Moving on, i'm so bored!

You can't really tell but there's a spider's web behind the dragonfly. I wasn't really having a great day at the time. :/

Um, I get bored easily...heh ^.^'

Hmmm, am I getting anything yet? I wonder...

Hey all! You're probably wondering about the title, but, surprise surprise, I'm not talking about vampires! Yesterday I went with my mom to a clinic to give blood and I was a little bit scared since the last time I did the plasmapheresis (just means they only took plasma from me and gave me saline and my red blood cells) I fainted. O.O I decided that this time around I was going to eat as much as I could for dinner the night before, breakfast, and definitely lunch. So yes, I had to break my fast. :( Oh well, I didn't faint this time, in fact I felt awesome. I didn't have any adverse reactions at all (unless you count how cold I got when they pumped the saline solution back into my blood stream, but that's only because it was at room temp which is about 20 degrees colder than your internal temp...oh and I think i might have gotten a little bruise...but that's about it. Other than that nothing really has happened...well except for the fact that I'm suppose to ...

Hey all! It was ash Wednesday a few days ago and I've decided to fast, just to see what it's like. The only thing is that I'm doing a little bit different; instead of only eating bread and drinking water, I'm only eating breakfast and I can drink anything I want as long as it's not soda. Anyway, this is my second day and so far I'm doing pretty good...except for the hunger part but that's slowly fading...sort of... :D

Just stopping by to say hi. Well it seems that Lesly is the only weird acting one in the little threesome. I have know idea why she's acting pissed at me. I haven't done anything besides secretly agree with Em and Kendall so whatever. Oh and I finished my sciene paper with 12 pages...barely but still! I only had to do 10! I feel so accomplished. :D Now I think I shall gorge on pizza and soda. YAY! XD But before I do that, I just wanted to quote the conversation I had with Brody earlier today. It went as follows: Brody: Hey Me: Um...hi O.o What’s up? B: Lol. Just listening to music. What’re you up to? o.O M: Half assing some essay for English. I think I’m probably just going to stop mid sentence and say I’m done. ^.^ Whatcha listening to? B: Lol. What’s the essay about? Just listening to Come All You Weary by Thrice. M: Well he said we’re suppose to be writing about a poem or some “This I believe” contest. I’m doing the contest since I might get money. I’ve changed my mi...

For once my stress isn't coming from school! My kind of sort of friend, Lesly, you know the one who's going out with John E.? Well I don't what's wrong with her but she keeps looking at me kind of angrily...maybe I'm just reading into it too much but I think she's mad at me for something...maybe she found out I'm on Emily's side? I really don't know. Oh and then there's the fact that Brody is talking to me...I really don't know what to make of it. I guess he must be really bored or something. Anywho I'm shaking due to all the nerves. I really thought we were just going to never talk again since he told me that he wasn't asking to be friends anymore last time he talked to me...geez! I'm so friggin confused! >.

...I think I might've seen Brody at the park yesterday. I was so scared that it was him that as soon as I saw the guy's back I never looked up from the ground or straight in front of me. I'm not entirely sure it was him because I was too scared to look him in the face and make sure...I think I might've been mistaken though because I saw some guy that kind of looked like Brody at the park today and that might've been the person I saw yesterday. Poor kid probably thinks I'm some kind of freak...oh well. :P

I'm working on my research paper which is on Hydrogen and I get to pick what I want to write about it! It's actually pretty cool so far. I'm really getting in to it be cause I'm already convinced that my source of energy is the best one. Go hydrogen! XD I can't believe I'm actually having fun writing a research paper; for a science class no less! I know I'm going to sound like a total nerd but what the hell I'll just say it. Sometimes I love doing school work! It's actually fun sometimes! Yay, I think I'm go and keep reading about my awesome topic. :D

Oh NO!!! I just realized that I've been blogging almost everyday and I hardly ever used this blog before...I think...I think..I might be turning into a...blogger! -GASP- Anyway...I think I might have been assimilated by some of my friends...though I don't really think they know what they've done since they don't know I have a blog...It's probably all just in my head...-looks around nervously- I think I'm paranoid...listening to this song is definitely not helping! >.

Well, I thought school was annoying but boy was I WRONG! After school my dad picked me up and my little sister, Cassie, who's a freshman at my school. At first everything's going fine and we even go and grab a burger before heading home to get the dogs. Everything was still going along pleasantly but we hit our first speed bump when we went to pick up my youngest sis, Samantha. Apparently she was in huge trouble for writing some very inappropriate things so the mood in the car was very uncomfortable to say the least. We had the dogs on their leashes and headed to the park to give them a walk around, and by then my mom had driven to the park to talk to my dad about Sammy's punishment so they stayed behind us while the rest of us walked on ahead. After we had walked in the biggest loop around the park, I realized my phone was no longer hitched to my pocket! I went with Cass and walked around the park at least three times and then once more with everyone looking for it (just f...

Well today has just been lovely from start to finish. I left my back pack in the art annex since I went to the library to check out a book but when I went to pick it up Mrs. Littlefield had left and locked the door! So I'm still without my back pack until next period...Oh and then there's science. I am suppose to be doing research for a ten page paper on Hydrogen energy in MLA format and it's so disastrously boring! I'm loathe to even read the awful mind numbing information! I really do try though, I mean I have two pages open right now that are suppose to be helping figure out what I should write and then there's the fact that Mr. Fields is going through kemo...again. I really do miss him, even if he is a grumpy, strict old guy! He's sure of a heck lot better than these stupid substitutes, especially Ms. Cameron who went to college but sounds like a complete idiot whenever she says something due to her strong brazilian accent. Plus she's even more uptight t...

I think only a few people will understand the title and since explaining the whole thing would just ruin the mystery, I think I'll just not say anything. So today's Tuesday and that means CEC's (Chuck E. Cheese's)! We've been going nearly every week for about ten years not including summers. I know it sounds kind of weird because I'm 18 already but you see when the whole thing started I was young enough to get away with it but then, when I started growing out of it, I was gifted with two little sisters who always wanted to go and, when they started growing out of it, my baby brother came into being and now he always wants to go. So that's how it is. I know the place better than all the employess including the manager who we've known since she was asst. manager...before the kids! Oh, and in other news, I get to tutor the freshman today in Math! (I think I'm pretty qualified since I excelled in Algebra, Geometry, Algebra 2, and am now taking Pre-Cal a...

Well...that was weird...I just barely looked at my phone and saw a text from yesterday that was from Brody. He said, and I quote, "Hey, I know you hate me, etc. but I just want to apologize for what I did to you. You may not take my apology but I do mean it. I'm not asking for a friendship or for forgiveness. Just want to make that clear. I don't expect you to respond. Just know that I'm very regretful for hurting you. Okay, thanks." I kind of felt bad for harboring vengeful thoughts concerning him...actually I do. I told him I accepted his apology and that I didn't hate him, which I don't. In fact, I think we could even be friends again if we gave it a shot but I just don't want to risk it, so I'm just going to let it die now that it's in a peaceful place. RIP: I shall never forget...-throws flower-

Aw, I talked to Danny, my jerk face ex's little brother. He's so sweet..a little weird but definitely sweet. He's the same age as my sister, who's a freshman with me at highschool and when he was passing by to walk his dog he stopped to show me his pet ant, Freddy. He's so CUTE but he acts a bit odd at times...oh well, cute is cute. :D